its nice to boulder again. the longlost feeling of finger soreness and skin peeling returns for a day. woosh funny how lazy i felt at the thought of bouldering. but once we started, its hard to stop. like eating kitkats, u just want another another another HAHA.
i think i gotta be more conscious and cautious with my words and actions. not like i care very much about how others view me but. ok yes i do care to a certain extent. HAHAHA that sounded so serious.
i need an alarm system in my house so i know when people are creeping about these people are freaking me out
( 10:10 PM )
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
gah! im an ultimate slacker. the whole world seem to be busy mugging already but im still slacking like a slacker. deep inside im actually worried x1000 about prelims yet am too lazy to do anything abt it omg. can only pray for this computer to crash so i wont get so distracted by it. then again if it really happens i'll be really sad. like :( HAH.
and i saw ONG MARIE on the train with her eversolong camel eyelashes staring at me refusing to say hi until i finally spotted her and got a shock. waseh. it has been so long since i last saw her! :)
and and. as the days passed, the more and more i cant stand my XX tutor. its pretty bad considering the fact that ive gotta see him 4days a week. x(
there used to be a greying tower alone on the sea you became the light on the dark side of me
( 11:01 PM )
Sunday, July 22, 2007
:)
( 8:21 PM )
Friday, July 20, 2007
well i think my tolerance level is pretty high hur but now i think im in need of the mosquito swatter again oh forget it, just send in the tanks.
and i feel like a paper weight. HAHAHAHA.
and why is the whole world like privating their friendster profiles. grrr impede my stalking. tsk super wet blanket. x)
dont know what i'm diving into just hanging by the moment here with you
( 9:30 PM )
Monday, July 16, 2007
i love playing ball under the sun :o)
( 11:35 PM )
Friday, July 13, 2007
oh so its Friday the 13th today no wonder.
its getting harder and harder to stay awake during lessons ugh. stupid chem passion purpose drive thing discriminates. what its already very bad that u end up here. dumb system. but i probably wont say that if im in the passion or purpose group HAH.
blast! i realise theres alota angst within me HAHAH.
and the pullup bar has become my favourite emo hangout. HAHA. no it isnt secret training, just a place to vent my crap and prevent flabs from forming on my arm. HAHAH.
stewie is so cute.
anyways. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELI! =)
standing on the edge and i dont know what else to give
( 10:09 PM )
Thursday, July 12, 2007
i cannot express how grateful i am when i meet toilet bowls whose flush actually works. stupid tj toilets have inconsistent flushing system zz damn disgusting can.
ohwells hustings yesterday. left sch late like how we usually do when there were trainings. miss that kinda feeling. and heres a piece of art from mona lisa. supid girl made me feel horribly embarrassed when taking bus home. i think it really looks like tattoo from afar.
heres another tattoo. HAHAAHA theyre tryna poison me with the ink.
and heres my beloved pillow who is probably swimming in the dump now. cannotstandthethoughtofmypillowinthedump.
oohooh and that stupid nus medicine talk yesterday has made me even more inspired to take up medicine course la! which pretty much suck cuz i know with my intelligence i'll nv get in. HAH. grrrrugh
ive tried to see the good in life but good things in life are hard to find
( 10:39 PM )
Thursday, July 05, 2007
now what?
stupid fishes HAHA. now theyre worse off than living in a fishtank.
no i didnt just watched nemo but this scene just randomly flashed across my mind. HAHA so dumb.
alright so today was an utterly bad day ya. wth its saddening enough to get lousy results. but ritawong decides to add on to my misery by saying LIKE THAT HOW TO EVER PASS?! n blablabla but i oredi switched off bfore i xplode into pieces =) and after explaining every single qn she likes to add a "so easy why cant u all do!" walao evryting can do then full marks oredi la crazy woman. this aint motivational, its demoralizational. zz okay im just venting my pissiness. i still like her though.
i think i just killed myself. bahah.
OOMG this blogger's SAVE NOW feature saved my post i almost lost it! so i shall stop thinking its useless and redundant.
life is more and that would be the vacant space
( 3:35 PM )
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
IVE FALLEN FOR YOU
( 10:25 PM )
havent get back any results after that agonizing 7.5/34. and am glad. shall enjoy this one last night before i prepare myself for remedials for all subs. im bent to enter all ofem la dammit this is gonna be so fun.
alright so life aint like a movie, u cant sit and write a script for it. gotta play it by ear. but im not exactly a very good ear player. what the deuce.
what the hell is what the deuce. stewie likes to say it and i'd say it sounds pretty fresh.
aiya this is so sickening i shall fall sick by tonight so i get to skip school tmr. HAHA
( 10:01 PM )
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
heres something from an email from shalynn. a whole lot of nice posters with inspirational words. i particularly like this one.
ooohs so i think our college tchers are super smart. their plan to make us worry and study hard for a's might just backfire since getting grades that we damn dont deserve for mugging so hard will just demoralise our asses off.
alright i think that being angry for a minute means depriving yourself 60secs of happiness. its so not worth it, so, dont try this at home. whatever the reason.
oh well. we should all carry video cams around la, might meet and capture something funny for example someone falling off the chair super unglamly. so unglam that i cant put it into words. the thought of it still makes me roflmaol, omfg! hahaha! x)
i need courage.
( 9:36 PM )
Monday, July 02, 2007
dug out my time capsule today. so am actually supposed to open it in yr2014 but what the heck it has been 3 years and i forgot whats in it already anyway. every item inside reminds me of something once so precious but now that i opened it its time to make a new capsule. i think i enjoy doing stupid stuffs like this.
right.
from what i see i lost, right from the beginning.
( 12:46 AM )
Sunday, July 01, 2007
i lost my longest best friend. ugh! my mom threw away my pillow without even letting me see it for the last time -.- its as old as me i think and has my pee my saliva my puke sounds disgusting but still its my pillow! tsk.
ok it was a tiring sentosa trip i think we walked 500miles. zzomg ok but it beats staying at home im so gonna fully utilise these few days bfore doom comes along nxtwk. and zomg i think ive been an honest citizen all these while but i lied today. shit. i feel bad for not feeling bad.
yes! im finally gonna watch fantastic four tmr. pls dont let us reach the cinema to realise it stopped screening already.
mayb i should get drunk one day and blabber all that i want to but couldnt when im sober.
( 12:22 AM )
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